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12 July 2010 @ 02:28 am
[Fic] Forbidden Love - Ch10  

Chapter 10: What Really Happened…?



Kazuya was still sitting on the floor crying his heart out. He was tired from everything and he couldn’t take it anymore. Suddenly, the door opened and his teary eyes could see Jin although the tears made him have a blurry vision, but he finally saw Jin again. Jin went inside with plastic bags, but freaked out when he saw Kazuya on the floor crying so badly looking at him with a hurt expression. He placed the bags on the table and rushed to Kazuya hugging him tightly.

Jin: What’s wrong Kazu? Why are you crying?

Kazuya started to punch Jin’s chest continuously for scaring him like that. He truly thought he left him again like hundreds of his nightmares.

Kazuya: Why did you leave me?? Why?

Jin: I just went to bring us food! I know you didn’t eat anything!

Kazuya: *in panic* I thought you left me again! I thought you won’t be back! I thought you—

Jin: Sorry babe! I just wanted to put some meat in you because you’re nothing but bones now

Kazuya: *calming down* look who’s talking, you’re no better than me! *wraps his arms around Jin’s waist* please don’t leave me like that again!

Jin: I’m sorry! I wrote you a note in case you woke up, but I guess you didn’t read it!

Kazuya: *shakes his head*

Jin: its ok Kazu, I’m here now! *pats his back* It’s ok!

After minutes from Kazuya’s cries that finally subsided while Jin patting his head and back, Kazuya broke the silence.

Kazuya: My back and ass hurts *pouts*

Jin: *laughs*Imagine how you would feel then if we went all the way and I kept thrusting inside of you! You should thank me for stopping! You don’t know how hard that was for me!

Kazuya: *giggles* thank you~~

Jin: God, you scared the hell out of me with your cries! I know you were always a kid, but it seems you went back a few years this past year!

Kazuya: *gasps and pouts* I’m not a kid!

But a sudden hungry groan coming from Kazuya’s stomach made that statement like a joke, they both started to laugh together.

Jin: C’mon, let’s eat!

Kazuya: It’s been a long time since I ate a proper meal!

Jin: Yeah, me too! I brought pasta! *grins*

Kazuya: *looking at Jin with raised eyebrows* Pasta Jin! Pasta!! Even here?

Jin: *pouts* you know how much I like pasta Kazu!

Kazuya: Just pasta?

Jin: You’re jealous from pasta now? *chuckles*

Kazuya: *wraps his hands around Jin’s neck* you’re really here Jin!

Jin: Eh? You just noticed? Are you still sleeping? *giggles*

Kazuya: I was dying without you

Jin: I know that feeling…Come, let’s eat and talk about everything…

Kazuya: *nods*    


~ After lunch ~


Jin: Listen! Committing suicide was the only way…for us to be together again….

Kazuya: How can that be?

Jin: I can’t deny that….I fell in darkness for a while and couldn’t imagine living my life without you…..so, I thought about suicide and I did it!

Kazuya: *shakes his head* But you’re not dead!! I don’t care about what everyone says!! You’re not dead!!

Jin: *places his hands on Kazuya’s cheeks* I’m not dead Kazu! I’m here aren’t I?

Kazuya: But you’re always here!! Always!! In my dreams….in my real life…..in my nightmares…everyday…..I don’t know what’s real and what’s not anymore!!  

Jin: I’m real Kazu! I did try to commit suicide, but I survived….

Kazuya: *widen his eyes* then, why? Why did my parents…say…you were….They were lying to me??

Jin: I think because I got into a coma….they had a machine connected to me….providing me with oxygen because I couldn’t breathe by myself….they said the coma was due to drowning in the bath tub…in my own blood…

Kazuya: *start to tremble* and all this time….I thought….I didn’t know…I don’t know what I thought..I just wished…..I wa—

Jin: Shhhhhh, babe it’s ok now! Everything is fine, we’re together again!

Kazuya: *nods and places his head on Jin’s chest placing his ears over Jin’s heart* you’re alive! I hear your heart beating!

Jin: *chuckles* yeah

Kazuya: *closes his eyes while still listening to Jin’s heartbeats* Tell me everything Jin!

Jin started to tell Kazuya how he felt and what happened after he left. Jin thought of committing suicide to relieve himself from the pain he was feeling, but while doing it…he thought of another reason….He told Kazuya how he thought that by trying to kill himself, their parents will feel so guilty to the point they will allow them to be together. However, his plan didn’t turn out as he wanted it to be because he fell into coma from drowning in the bath tub where water reached his brain shutting his system. The doctors told his parents that there was no hope for him to live although Jin could hear everything they were talking about. He realized that his plan worked because the letter he left and the guilty words he heard from his parents were great evidence of his success. However, no matter how many times he tried to open his eyes, he couldn’t….He felt very hopeless especially after sensing Kazuya’s parents there and hearing them talking about how bad Kazuya’s state is. But one day, Jin was able to see his surroundings along with hearing the people around him. It was then that he noticed that he was finally awake….That was 3 weeks ago. He took a while though to recover and regain his energy. His parents cried so badly and although Jin was happy to see them again, he acted very cold to them to continue his plan while his heart was clenching in pain.


~ 10 days ago ~


Hiromi: Please Jin, eat something!

Jin: I don’t want anything from you!

Reyoma: Son, please…you have to eat something!

Jin: Why did you bring me to the hospital? Why didn’t you let me just die?

Hiromi: Please don’t say that Jin, we love you!

Jin: If you truly love me, then you wouldn’t have done what you did to me. Separating me from the person I love the most in this world! I don’t want to live without him!

Reyoma: But to commit a suicide Jin? You….you hate the life we gave you that much?

Jin: Yes I do! I don’t want to live without Kazu! I can’t live without him! So please, just kill me already!!

Hiromi: Jin, we’ll do anything….so please eat and get better please!

Jin: I don’t want to! I’ll starve myself to death!

Hiromi: Jin please…you’re our only son!

 Jin: Will you give me back Kazu?

Reyoma: We can’t do that since you know they’re not here, but we can let you go see him!

Jin: *eyes sparkle looking at his parents* really?

Hiromi: Yeah, so just get better, ok?

Jin: You promise?

Reyoma/Hiromi: We promise!


~ Present ~


Kazuya: *slapping Jin* how could you?

Jin: *hold his slapped cheeks in shock* Kazu

Kazuya: You actually tried to kill yourself because of that!!

Jin: I did it for us Kazu

Kazuya: Don’t you dare Jin! Trying to commit a suicide for our sake won’t make it all better! What if you died?

Jin: But I didn’t!

Kazuya: What if you did? Did you ever think of that? Did you think of what will happen to me?

Jin: I’m sorry Kazu, but this was the only thing I could come up with!

Kazuya: *slaps Jin again* idiot! You’re crazy! *placed his head on Jin’s lap* I can’t even picture a life without you…

Jin: *places his head on top of Kazuya* me neither Kazu! That’s why I had to take the risk!

Kazuya: God! What if the doctors were right and you never woke up?

Jin: It doesn’t matter because I’m here now, aren’t I?

Kazuya: I would never forgive you if you did something like this ever again Jin no matter what happens! Even if our parents tried to separate us again! Never do that again!

Jin: I won’t Kazu! The first time was enough of a blow to me. It scared the hell out of me being in coma trying to open my eyes, but couldn’t! I could see only darkness!

Kazuya: *runs his hand on Jin’s cheek while still laying on his lap* sorry for slapping you babe~~ you also had it tough!

Jin: *places his hand on top of Kazuya* If it’s anything from you, it won’t hurt me one bit!

Kazuya: Promise me that you will never do that again Jin!

Jin: I promise!

Kazuya: I’m glad your parents agreed to let you leave!

Jin: They didn’t!

Kazuya: Huh? But you sa—

Jin: They lied to me! I kept asking them to come to see you, but they were delaying it! I knew something was off, so I stole my passport and run away from home!

Kazuya: But they promised you, didn’t they?

Jin: Kazu *hugs him* our parents will do anything to separate us because they see our relation as a sin!

Kazuya: *angry* How could they when they promised you?

Jin: I understand how they feel Kazu…imagine being in their place and then having your son commit a suicide….they think we went overboard with this…I heard them talking about how our relation is very dangerous and damaging.

Kazuya: *yelling* I HATE THEM! I HATE THEM ALL!

 Jin: Shhhh babe…it doesn’t matter now!

Kazuya: *worried* what will we do now Jin?

Jin: I’m going to take you away from here!

Kazuya: Where to?

Jin: I don’t know yet, but I stole some money from home and it should be enough to rent an apartment for couple of months!

Kazuya: We’re going to live together? *smiles widely*

Jin: *smiles back* yeah, just like we promised!

Kazuya: So, we’re going to run away? Will they let us? What if they found us?

Jin: I don’t know! I don’t trust them at all that’s why we have to go far away from here! Your parents have no idea that I came here, but I think they will probably search the whole country for you when they realize it!

Kazuya: Fuck them; I don’t give a damn about them!

Jin: *widen in shock his boyfriend tone* Kazu, you shouldn’t say that!

Kazuya: Why not? They mean nothing to me anymore!

Jin: *places his hand on Kazuya’s cheek* babe…don’t bear a grudge against them!

Kazuya: But they were the reason we a—

Jin: Doesn’t matter! I don’t like seeing you like this. You were always so sweet and adorable toward them, you shouldn’t change that! Besides, they are our parents and they love us!

Kazuya: *pulls away his hand* will you stop defending them? I don’t want to hear anything about them!

Jin: Kazu

Kazuya: I’m serious Jin! If you talked about them, I’m going to leave!

Jin: Fine, fine! I won’t talk about them! C’mon now, smile for me

Kazuya: I’m not in the mood to do so!

Jin: *start to tickle him* I’m going to make you laugh then!

Kazuya: Stop, Jin! *laughs* stop….hahaha…..enough…*laughs loudly*

Jin finally stopped tickling him and they were facing each other. Jin watching his younger boyfriend breathing heavily while Kazuya looking at Jin gently. Jin leaned and started to kiss Kazuya passionately while his hands played under Kazuya’s shirt.

Kazuya: *moans* Jin

Jin: *whispers to Kazuya’s ears* don’t worry, I’m well prepared this time…I bought us a lube *licks Kazuya’s earlobe*

Kazuya: Ahhh….Jin….*places his hand on the back of Jin’s head and pushes him forward toward his lips* I like the eager you…

They went back to kissing again while Jin’s hands reached Kazuya’s nipples playing around with them eliciting moans from the younger boy. But Kazuya broke the kiss suddenly and pushed Jin away.

 Kazuya: I can’t leave!

Jin: *in a daze* Huh?

Kazuya: I can’t leave the country without my parent’s approval! They have all my papers and passport, so we won’t be able to go very far!

Jin: Kazu *pouts* you’re thinking about other things while we are kissing…

Kazuya: But this is important Jin!

Jin: *sighs* there’s nothing we could do about that Kazu

Kazuya: But, we have to think about something!

Jin: *places his nose over Kazuya’s* they’ll find us Kazu no matter what we did…Did you forget that our parents are rich; they can hire God knows how many detectives just to find us…it’s easy for them!

Kazuya: Then, what will we do? *worried*

Jin: I don’t know and I don’t want to think about it anymore. All I know is that I want to hold you now and be held by you. I want to take advantage of every second we’re together!

Kazuya: B-bu—

Jin: Shhhhhh, no more Kazu….Just kiss me!



Kazuya moans were filling the room. The room was hot, extremely hot for them both because the passion they have for each other is radiating heat from their bodies making them sweat. Jin was devouring Kazuya’s lips and mouth by his hot tongue that itched to taste Kazuya more and more. Kazuya was drowning in the heat and once he was close to suffocating, he pushed Jin gently to take a deep breath and pulled him back to another heated kiss. They were touching each other everywhere, heart racing like a marathon and moans growing louder. They were everything, but patient because they longed for each other. Kazuya started to take off Jin’s clothes and throwing them behind his back not caring where it lands while Jin was carrying Kazuya to the bed. Jin pushed himself away from Kazuya looking at him with lustful and loving eyes. He started his dance of tease licking Kazuya starting from his forehead passing by his nose, lips, neck making sure to place a few kiss marks which he always longed to leave and moving toward his chest specifically his nipples where he took his time licking them switching to sucking. Kazuya was holding onto Jin’s arm while panting heavily, his erection is torturing him and the anticipation was maddening. Jin couldn’t handle it as well since seeing his lover underneath him shaking from pleasure and frustration while feeling his erection against himself poking each other was too much to handle. He moved toward his abdomen licking its sides making Kazuya flinch with each lick. He moved toward his belly button sliding his tongue inside it making sure to make some sounds making Kazuya gulp and moan little louder calling his name. He headed downward toward Kazuya aching member and made sure to look up and meet Kazuya’s eyes who were in a total daze and gulping frequently. Kazuya felt dry, his throat was so dry and his mind was in a daze. He couldn’t think about anything, not their escape, or parents or anything at all. All he had in mind was that he missed this, missed Jin and wanted more…he truly wanted more from Jin….

Jin started licking Kazuya’s length from the bottom till the tip slowly, but firmly. Kazuya was groaning from the pleasure and wanted to look at Jin more, but once he lift his head to see Jin, Jin took his whole length inside of his hot mouth making Kazuya’s head fall back again moaning louder especially when Jin’s tongue touch the tip. It sent electricity in Kazuya’s body making him moan while shutting his eyes tightly. Jin loved the scene of seeing Kazuya’s eyebrows forming a shape he knew well or his forehead showing some wrinkles or his eyes closed in a harsh manner in a way he knew that his younger lover in deep pleasure. Kazuya was panting and moaning Jin’s name over and over again while placing his hand on top of Jin’s head holding his hair firmly. Kazuya couldn’t handle it anymore and pulled Jin’s face away from him.

Kazuya: *panting heavily* E-e-enough……inside…me….now!

And that made Jin forget the teasing and taking this slow…he left his boyfriend to bring the lube and poured a fair amount on his middle finger. He started to penetrate his lover slowly while kissing him passionately. Kazuya wrapped his hands over Jin’s neck hissing from pain through their kiss, but not breaking it. He returned Jin’s kisses as eagerly while Jin inserted another finger making sure to stretch his boyfriend very well. But Kazuya surprised Jin when a hand of his found Jin’s erection and started pumping him slowly touching all the right places. Jin kiss turned hungrily with a lot of panting through it and little moans. Kazuya pulled away Jin’s fingers and pushed Jin a little bit to have some space. Jin was puzzled from Kazuya gesture, but soon knew the reason when Kazuya’s head went downward on his lap licking his erected member just as he did to him little earlier from the bottom to the tip. Kazuya focused on the tip though earning himself delicious moans from his older boyfriend and finally took pity on him and started sucking him. Jin’s fingers found its way again to Kazuya’s hole and he started to slide them again after pouring another generous amount of lube. When he slides the third finger inside of his lover, he felt how close he is; therefore, he pushed Kazuya’s head away from him.

Jin: I want….*pants* to come….inside..you…

Kazuya poured a great amount of lube on his lover stroking him to spread around the lube. Jin couldn’t handle it and pushed Kazuya on the mattress to lay on his back. Kazuya spread his legs around Jin while licking his lips and gulping. Jin started entering his boyfriend and made sure to look at him to see his lover expression and moaned from the tight hot feeling that engulfed his length. Kazuya was biting on his lips from both the pain and pleasure that he felt inside of him. Jin started moving slowly making Kazuya move with him while having a firm grip on his arms. Kazuya’s moans started to grow more and more accompanying Jin’s moans, and soon they both found their perfect rhythm. Jin thrusts started to become faster and harder aiming for his lover switch which he found immediately since he knew everything about his lover body. Kazuya moans were getting louder and louder while his body trembled each time Jin pushed toward that switch inside of him that made his body in complete mess setting him on fire. Jin wrapped his arms around his lover back and neck switching their position to have Kazuya on top of him. Kazuya started riding his lover while Jin kept aiming for that heavenly spot inside of Kazuya making him clench tightly wrapping his arms around Jin’s neck while his legs around Jin’s back. Tears started falling from the pleasure formed inside of Kazuya’s body that he felt he was about to explode. He was licking and sucking on Jin’s neck and shoulder marking his boyfriend while eliciting moans from him. Jin felt something warm falling on his shoulder. He pushed Kazuya a little bit to see his face and got surprised seeing his lover with tears on his eyes.

Jin: *running one of his hands on Kazuya’s face to remove his tears* Kazu

Kazuya: *tears still falling* I-I..Love…*hand running on Jin’s cheek* you Jin!

Jin: I love..you too…babe *kisses Kazuya passionately*

Kazuya wrapped his arms around Jin’s neck tightly again nuzzling his head on his neck smelling breathing in their smell mixed with Jin’s hair shampoo while Jin speed up his thrusts. His both hands holding Kazuya tightly wrapping him in the waist and helping him meeting his thrusts since Kazuya stopped moving his hips from the pleasure. Soon, Jin moaned Kazuya’s name telling him he’s coming while Kazuya tighten his hold over Jin feeling his trembling figure filling him in the inside while riding his orgasm where Kazuya came as well during it from the sensation. They both were in high panting heavily till they started to breathe normally. None of them moving from their position. Kazuya was still wrapping his arms around Jin’s neck while Jin had his tight hold on Kazuya’s waist.           

 Jin broke the silence when he started kissing Kazuya’s neck.

Jin: That was intense!

Kazuya: *chuckles* yeah

And when Kazuya pulled away from his boyfriend to see his face, Jin took notice of Kazuya’s messy hair and the teary eyes that made his member twitch. Kazuya started kissing Jin sloppily because of his tired body.

Kazuya: *moans* Jin

Jin: Sorry, but I’m up again!

Kazuya: *surprised eyes* that fast?

Jin: I could never resist you babe~~

Kazuya: Oh God!

And Jin bounced on Kazuya pushing him to the mattress starting another heated session.


~ In the mean time ~


*door bell ringing*

Naomi: *opens the door and eyes widen in shock*

Reyoma: Hey little sis!

Hiromi: Hey Naomi!

Naomi: EHHH!


Chapter11: Maybe….it’s not meant to be….

darkangel265 on July 11th, 2010 11:24 pm (UTC)
aha! so Jin's not dead...i was scared i thought he was a ghost or something.
I cant wait for the next chpater, even though it has a scary title...whats going to happen next?
Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 11:42 am (UTC)
Well, the story that I thought about had Jin alive, but then things happened and I started to wonder if he should be dead. But, I thought of going along with the story :p

Thanks a lot for reading and commenting sweetie~~
You'll see what's going to happen next in the next chapter ne~~
(no subject) - garnet_light on July 12th, 2010 11:42 am (UTC) (Expand)
La Fee Verteabsinthe1213 on July 12th, 2010 12:41 am (UTC)
what will happen now?
Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 11:49 am (UTC)
You'll see what's going to happen in the next chapter ne~~
Thanks a lot for reading dear! ^^
Micchiohryouchipi on July 12th, 2010 12:49 am (UTC)
wah, i hope everything will be alright for them.
It's miracle jin can live ne,hehe
waiting for next chapter,
Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 12:02 pm (UTC)
Yes, it sure is a miracle ne~~
Thanks a lot!! ^^
Thanks for reading and commenting! *hugs*
アグスティンagustin1982 on July 12th, 2010 01:34 am (UTC)
[Fic] Forbidden Love - Ch10
Oh OMG! Jin still alive!! I am happy for that! Jin dont hate his parents but Kazu hate them, wow kazu...you really hate them so much, but I hate their parent too~ Akame love forever! Yeaah! Next chapter please~ Give you hugs so tight xD
Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 12:04 pm (UTC)
Re: [Fic] Forbidden Love - Ch10
Yes, he is ne~~
I can't blame Kazu for hating them that much ne~~
After all, they did so many cruel things!
Thanks a lot for reading and commenting sweetie~~
*hugs u back more tightly*
kiss_1234: K_7/7/10kiss_1234 on July 12th, 2010 03:06 am (UTC)
phew~ now i understand it XD
yeh,, i thought it's Jin's "ghost" or sth XDD

Jin: *places his hand on top of Jin* If it’s anything from you, it won’t hurt me one bit!

it should be Kame neh~ ^^

wait for ur next update :D

Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 11:43 am (UTC)
Yup, it's truly Jin ne~~
Thanks for pointing that out, it's fixed now ^__^

Thanks a lot for reading and commenting!
dorayaki_chandorayaki_chan on July 12th, 2010 03:50 am (UTC)
Woooow that was soo intense pheww X) I hope the parents won't find them that soon:)) I am so glad jin still a live, I thought everything was only kazu ,s delusion :D silly me
Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 12:05 pm (UTC)
Yes it sure was ne~~
I hope so too! ^^
Yes, he's alive ne!
Thanks a lot for reading and commenting dear~~
yamashoyamasho on July 12th, 2010 04:48 am (UTC)
oh yeay it real
akame hot session
i hope they can get away together
Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 12:08 pm (UTC)
Yup it sure is ^^
I hope it was a good hot session *winks*
I hope so too ne~~
Thanks a lot for reading and commenting!
ClarieWinchesterakameangel on July 12th, 2010 04:55 am (UTC)
So happy that Jin is still alive !!!!
Heated session whewww!!! Exam is jut a few hours away and I am reading this.
Akame love is driving me crazy and lessen my exam stresses.
Thanks for sharing~~
Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 12:09 pm (UTC)
Yup! Me too ne~~
I hope you did well in your exam!
Akame love definitely drive us crazy ne~~
Thanks a lot for reading and commenting sweetie *hugs*

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Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 12:10 pm (UTC)
Yup, he isn't!! ^^
Well, he was delusional until the last chapter where he met Jin.

Thanks a lot for reading and commenting!
lost_sky6lost_sky6 on July 12th, 2010 06:52 am (UTC)
It's finally making sense! haha XD and I have to agree with Jin, that was intense! and hot~! XD oh but I hope they'll be able to run away before your parents find out again >.<

Loved this chapter! Can't wait to read more~
Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 12:12 pm (UTC)
I'm glad it does ^^
Yes, it sure was ne~~
I hope so too!
I'm so glad you loved it!! *hugs*
Thanks a lot for reading and commenting sweetie~~

Yuuki Sayayuuki_saya on July 12th, 2010 07:50 am (UTC)
Wow!! I'm waiting for next chapter... This story makes me cry...
Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 12:15 pm (UTC)
I hope it doesn't make you cry too much ne~~
Thanks a lot for reading and commenting dear!
mae0513mae0513 on July 12th, 2010 07:57 am (UTC)
yogatta that jin still alive! ^__^

can't wait what will happen next!

plz update soon~

Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 12:16 pm (UTC)
Yup, thank God he is ne~~
I will try my best to update soon ne~~
Thanks a lot for reading and commenting! *hugs*
Dyabi_manyu on July 12th, 2010 09:09 am (UTC)
well, at least now i can delay my cry... --but, seems i need to prepare tissue if there's sad moment in the next chp.. --
thank you...
Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 12:17 pm (UTC)
Yup, you sure can ne~~
Well, you should prepare the tissue then for the next chapter >.<
Thanks a lot for reading and commenting! *hugs*
sekkiboosekkiboo on July 12th, 2010 09:25 am (UTC)
I'm so glad that all was that wasn't kazu's imagination! *eyes sparkling* hope they parents won't know that they are together again, damn why can't parents understand their kids? :((

Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 12:18 pm (UTC)
Yup, it was ne~~
Well, I hope akame will be able to run away from them ne~~
Yup! Parents always think they are doing the best for their kids ne~~

Thanks a lot for reading and commenting dear~~
jamie_spottyjamie_spotty on July 12th, 2010 12:36 pm (UTC)
Freaking Yay! Jin is alive! You don't know how glad I was when I read this! I snuck in the office even though I was supposed to be doing work stuff! I couldn't wait until I got home anymore! Yay!!! I so love this chap since they got together again, although from the title of the next chap it sounds like they'll be separated again! Oh no! I hope they'll be together from now on!!

I can't wait for the next one really!

**Hugs you!!
Garnetgarnet_light on July 12th, 2010 05:46 pm (UTC)
Yup! He's alive ne~~
LOOOL! Be careful in work ne~~
I'm glad you love it! ^___^
Well, you'll see the next chapter, but it's like what you said almost!

Thanks a lot for reading and commenting sweetie~~
*hugs u tight*