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11 January 2010 @ 04:51 am
[Fic] The Wrong Move - Ch6  

Title: The Wrong Move
Pairing
: Akame (main), TomaPi, Ryoda
Rating
: R
Genre:
Romance, Angst, Smut.
Summary:
 When Jin thought that he can finally put the past behind him, it came back hunting him. Will it stop hunting him one day?
Disclaimer:
I don't own any characters from Johnny;s Entertainment, but I wish I own Kame.
Author Note: The first part of this chapter is from Kame POV. It's more of his thoughts and how he see things. Anyway, I will try my best to update this chapter along with my other fic before Thursday because I'm going to Japan on Friday this week. I'm extremely excited, but my trip will last for 14 days; therefore, there will be no updates during my trip since I will be busy sightseeing than being online. But once I'm back, I promise you with good updates and probably a new fic. ^__^



Chapter 6

 

Why the hell did you do that to me?? How could you? I don’t understand anything anymore. What the hell is going on? I don’t get you anymore.

When did things turned out to be so complicated? Why is it always complicated when it comes to me and you? I don’t know what to do anymore!! How can I face you after what you’ve done? How can you betray me like that? How could you betray me Jin? I thought…I thought you felt the same way I did…..I thought I was that important to you too…..Was I wrong?

Do you rather have Pi than me?? Why Pi anyway? How come is it Pi? Always Pi, Pi this and Pi that. I always hated him for getting all your attention, but now, you broke my heart.

I still can’t believe you did this…..I can’t believe that I let you do this…..how can I act in front of you now? What am I supposed to do? How can you do that to me Jin? How can you betray me that easily? I just hate you, I hate you so much, but I hate myself more knowing that I just discovered that I love you so much. I always knew you meant something more than a best friend to me, but I never noticed, I just realized it now when things became like this….after your betrayal….how could you be this cruel Jin?

 What am I to you? Do I mean anything to you at all? You just made me feel like nothing, like a trash…..you abandoned my feelings…..why didn’t you listen to me? How could you just hurt me this easily??

Should I just consider it like nothing? Should I face you pretending that nothing happened? That you never betrayed me….that we are still friends, no feelings involved…..

What should I do now Jin? Are you even thinking about me right now? Or are you with Pi now? Telling him how great it was that you crushed me down and stepped on me so cruelly. Are you both laughing on me? Do you always laugh on me behind my back?

I guess not, Pi isn’t like that….Even you aren’t like that…..but I have to think you are….I have to hate you...I need to hate you or how else will I move on? How can I move on? What should I do to move on?

Why?? Just why?? Why now? Why Jin? Why did you do that? How could you do it to me? How could you kill me like this? But maybe I matter for him too? Maybe he feel s something toward me? Maybe he loves me? But, what if he isn’t? What if he used to love me, but no longer does? What if he was just joking with me? But, Jin isn’t like that…..Jin is not that type of person….

Why am I defending you….I should be hating you like hell right now….I should be cursing you with all my strength….I shall hate you from now on….I shall kill you inside of my heart and mind…..I will hate you Jin even if I had to step on my heart and kill myself, I will hate you…..I will treat you like a trash just as you treated me….I will humiliate you….

You no longer my friend anyway….you betrayed that friendship once you crossed the line….I no longer need to consider your feelings when you didn’t consider mine….I will move on without you….I will show you who is the better between us…..I don’t care who you love or who you care about…..to hell with you and that person along whether it is Pi or someone else…..I don’t give a damn anymore…..

Just……I wish you would disappear from my sight…..I hope I won’t see you anymore…..I wish that a miracle would happen and I can either go away or you go away….anywhere is fine, just away from me…..I can’t face you yet, but one day I will be able to……

Maybe when that day comes, we can be friends like before? No…no….I shouldn’t be caring about that….I should be wishing that we no longer be friends ever again……but, not friends and not lovers…..that’s too much…..

No Kazuya! You have to think of a way to take your revenge on him! You have to totally ignore him and consider as if he no longer exists in your world at least…..and maybe someday….. Someday, I will be able to face him….I will be able to face you Jin……

And when that day comes, I will hurt you as much you hurt me….I will make you suffer …..I will return everything you did to me…..and will end it by crushing you till the point you no longer can be fixed…..just you wait Akanishi Jin…Just you wait…..

But, it’s Jin…..How can I live without Jin? How can I move on without him being in my life anymore? How can I love someone else? Why do I love him anyway? I shouldn’t love a guy!! And he’s even a band mate…..I should love a cute girl that has a lovely smile that makes me smile too……a girl who acts stupid sometimes and doesn’t care if she did……a girl who is so shy, but sometimes will demand things that normal people wouldn’t……

I don’t think I’ll ever find a girl like that and it doesn’t matter…..I don’t care of being alone or not anyway…..I still have my work…..I will just focus on my work….I don’t need anyone…..I don’t need him…..I can just discuss all my problems with myself……I don’t need him…..I don’t need his laughter to feel happy…….I don’t need his presence to feel safe and strong…….I will be on my own from now on…..It’s me after all……I don’t need anyone……I can handle it all by myself……

But from today onwards, you mean nothing to me anymore……you no longer a friend or a band mate or anything……I don’t love you at all……it’s just my imagination……I never loved you….you’re a merely band mate, but now…….I will see you like nothing……I will pass by you and feel nothing…….I will no longer notice you……I can do that…..I can do this……I will live my life without you anymore……

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Sometime after Jin’s return, 2007

Pi: Hello Jin!

Jin: Pi *in a voice that is close to tears* I give up!

Pi: Why? What happened?

Jin: I’m no longer his friend or anything in his life. I can’t continue doing this anymore!

Pi: Where are you right now?

Jin: At my apartment! What should I do Pi? What should I do? *cries*

Pi: I’m coming over! Wait for me!

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Toma: Where are you going?

Pi: To Jin’s apartment! Don’t wait for me love!

Toma: Of course, since when have you ever went there and came back to me anyway!

Pi: Toma, I don’t have time for this, we’ll talk tomorrow! *leaves without waiting for Toma’s reply*

Toma: Of course, it’s always tomorrow. You never tell me what’s going on and you make him your top priority, what does that mean Pi? Will I always stay in the second place in your life?

 

End of Chapter 6

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Please read the author note above. I hope you enjoy this chapter and it will make things less confusing. Comments are

 
 
 
ClarieWinchesterakameangel on January 11th, 2010 01:51 am (UTC)
Kazu ... pls don't ... don't be like that ... Poor Jin, Poor Kazu ... I hope things will get better between them soon... Thanks for the update.. I have been waiting to read this update and it's worth. Huggssss
Garnetgarnet_light on January 11th, 2010 12:00 pm (UTC)
I hope so too
I'm glad you think so ^^
*hugs back*
Thanks a lot for reading and commenting!
ღ~♥ Yuki ♥~ღkame_kiyumi on January 11th, 2010 03:58 am (UTC)
oh my... kame's mind is full of hatred yet with love and he's getting revenge ne? Thats why Jin felt the pressure when he came back.. D:

Waiting for the next~

ah~ enjoy your trip ne~ :) Hope you will have fun~~ :D
Garnetgarnet_light on January 11th, 2010 12:03 pm (UTC)
Yes he is!!
Probably ne~
I'll try to update soon!!

Thanks sweetie, hopefully I will! ^^

Thanks a lot for reading and commenting!
mae0513mae0513 on January 11th, 2010 04:21 am (UTC)
finally new chapty!!!!!!^___________^
THANK YOU!!!!!!
Garnetgarnet_light on January 11th, 2010 12:04 pm (UTC)
Indeed ^^
Thank you for reading dear!
baby_papillonbaby_papillon on January 11th, 2010 05:28 am (UTC)
seems like the have been walked circle their feeling

maybe what jin did really hurt Kazu that bad T^T
waiting for the next one, thank you^^
Garnetgarnet_light on January 11th, 2010 12:08 pm (UTC)
It seems like that ne~
Exactly, maybe it was a huge shock to Kazu what Jin did.
Thank you for reading and commenting!
dorayaki_chandorayaki_chan on January 11th, 2010 06:24 am (UTC)
how i love when things got so heated up like this hi hi hi i,m such a drama addict
Garnetgarnet_light on January 11th, 2010 12:10 pm (UTC)
Yes, me too~~
hehehehe
thank you for reading and commenting!
hikayutohikayuto on January 11th, 2010 06:36 am (UTC)
Kame. . . He and his weak soul. Poor him. But he misunderstood Jin ;__; Poor Jin. I really am curious. What will this fic be? What will happen to Akame ;__;

Please update this fic fast. I like it very much.
Garnetgarnet_light on January 11th, 2010 12:12 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you like it!!
I will update soon ^^

Thanks a lot for reading and commenting!
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Garnetgarnet_light on January 11th, 2010 09:05 pm (UTC)
Your welcome, I'm glad you read it!!

Thank you for commenting!
jennishijennishi on January 11th, 2010 01:29 pm (UTC)
Poor Toma. He just doen't know wha't going on! If jin and Pi will let him know maybe he will understand. This will go a lot more complicated.
Garnetgarnet_light on January 11th, 2010 09:06 pm (UTC)
Yeah, if Toma knows then things will be fine between him and Pi.

Thank you for reading and commenting!
dontstopmoredontstopmore on January 11th, 2010 01:56 pm (UTC)
angst D=
me want happyyyyyyyyy akame!!
and poor toma...
they are both first..just on diff lists ne~
Garnetgarnet_light on January 11th, 2010 09:09 pm (UTC)
Hopefully, it will be a happy one
at least at a period of time ne~~
I feel sorry for Toma too
Yes, you're right!

Thank you for reading and commenting dear!

Puriiii~ueda_fangirl on January 11th, 2010 05:33 pm (UTC)
HOLY FUCK!

so thats how kame thoughts going on.. omg just exact same like me!! O__O

ahh so ur going to japan in couple days staying 2 weeks there! wow! cant believe u have that alot of money XDDD
please show off yourstuff u bought and picture ne~!
and when ur back u better be updating kame goes wild or else i will go wild too >DD
Garnetgarnet_light on January 11th, 2010 09:12 pm (UTC)
OMG!! Why are your thoughts like that dear? Something happened?

Yes, I will stay for 2 weeks.
Hehehehehehe~~
Well let's say I do have, but a little bit ne~~
Definitely, I will take LOTS of pics ne~~

I'll try my best to update it before going and once coming back ^^

Thank you sweetie for reading and commenting!
Puriiii~ueda_fangirl on January 12th, 2010 01:59 pm (UTC)
guess u have read my other reply already hehe

ahhh! 2 weeks without your fic is kicking me cos i will be bored lolz
Belleakabelle on January 11th, 2010 06:11 pm (UTC)
Kazu...what's going on inside your mind? ;____;
Their feelings are so complicated now, love and hate mixed together. Looking forward to see what will happen next ^^
Thank you for the update ^^

Wow, you will go to Japan. Lucky you, hope you will have a great time and will get to see Akame together somewhere XD
Garnetgarnet_light on January 11th, 2010 09:13 pm (UTC)
Indeed, but you'll soon know
It's becoming complicated ne~~

Yeah, I'm so excited!! :D
I hope so too!!
I wish I can spot them somewhere together or at least Kazu ne~~

Thank you for reading and commenting!
dazehydedazehyde on January 11th, 2010 07:09 pm (UTC)
YEY for updating! *hug*

Poor all of them...
*pats Jin, Kazu, Pi & Toma*
Why they hurt each other like that?
Why Kazu think that way to Jin?

Update soon please...
It's getting interesting~ ^^
*give lots of cup cakes as a bribe*
Garnetgarnet_light on January 11th, 2010 09:19 pm (UTC)
Yaay!! *hugs back*
Yeah, I feel sorry for all of them ne~~
You will know it soon dear
I will try my best to update soon ne~~

*eats the cupcakes*
I will definitely update soon!
Thank you for reading and commenting!
Anaaninhacmpereira on January 11th, 2010 11:32 pm (UTC)
Kame is really suffering. Jin is really suffering too. Pi is really worried about his friend and because of that Toma is suffering too. Everyone is sad or worried and it makes me like that too.

I hope Kame will understand why Jin did what he did and that he's suffering because of that too. Maybe that way he won't hate Jin and Jin won't suffer so much, Pi won't be worried and Toma will be happy together with Pi. Lol.

I want Akame happy together! Lol. Pi and Toma too. XD

I'll be waiting for the next chapter! ^^
ayakanishiayakanishi on January 12th, 2010 01:46 am (UTC)
ok, just what the hell is wrong with kame?...*raises eye brows* DON'T CURSE ON JIN!!!!! *gets angry at kame*

*gets shot by kame fans*
annabella1988annabella1988 on February 1st, 2010 06:47 am (UTC)
dear, u already update this fic...im sorry for the late commenting this too~
kazu~ he seems so sad ne~ poor both of them... hope they will be better soon..

i like it dear~ this is soooo good~

and update soon?
XD

p/s: still waiting for your new fic~ hahah..im sorry for poking u too much~ XD

and u going to Japan ne~ uwahhh~ its must be good~take care ne~

chuuuuuuuuuuu~
アグスティンagustin1982 on February 2nd, 2010 05:54 pm (UTC)
[Fic] The Wrong Move - Ch6
Jin and Kame Ganbatte ne! I hope they can be together^^ no more hurts between them>< *kiss*
hinatah on December 8th, 2010 02:09 am (UTC)
Poor guy... he's so hurt and hopeless. *hugs him tight*
And once again Pin love is bothering the TomaPi couple. *sigh*
*off to read the nect chapter* <3